It is freaking cloudy out, though I don’t like cloudy skies as they put me to sleep and affect my mood! That being said, scientifically I have SAD, but that is a fancy way to say I am an empath! That being said I feel other people’s emotions and feelings, and the weather also affects me. As i preform better on sunny and clear days, I will try to be happy to day. But that is it i am not going to enjoy the weather, simple reason I would not be able to go in the forest. The forest for me is where I heal my self from emotional stuff. That being said I find the forest to be a healing place! One thing I must say i am more of a new age person then someone who would pop pills! I do take my pills I still do crystal work and go in the forest. I found that the place is better for me then the actual doctors office! I do believe in science to an extent, but then for the unexplained stuff, I look to beyond the veil! That being said, when I younger I smelled my grandmother’s perfume and dreamed of a ring, then I woke up to my father complaining about finding a ring under his pillow, that being said I still don’t think it is a coincidence! This was someone from the other side reaching out to me. My grandmother was a wonderful woman who would give the shirt off her back! That being said, I have good memories of her, and she got me into romance novels as a kid! The first ever romance novel was granny Dan about Russia, it was great but one of the main characters was a fucking quack! I don’t like doctors for the most part. Though the freckle on my left flank is benign that was the only good thing about the doctor.
Personally I don’t like this weather of rainy and cloudy weather! A I don’t like it for the simple fact that I would rather see sunny days and be able to go out in the sun. That being said I found for books at the little free library that I usually go to yesterday. I am currently reading a book from there, why in the world. It was one of the ones that caught my attention from there and I grabbed it. Personally I am glad that I healed from my break up with my ex! That being said I started to think that I gained a friend from that. Personally I love friends more than having to date someone. As I started to wonder when I would heal completely from this whole thing.
I will not say why I broke up, as it is still annoying the reason, not the person! I also went to the reuse centre this weekend as I started wanting ti read Tom Clancy books! I personally love a good adventure book, it started to with the worlds most dangerous places by Robert young pelton. A very good author. And his book is one of my favourite books, a personal classic! So it would be logical that I would re-read Tom Clancy! Why do I say that, will I read him in high school to cope from the bullying that was happening to me! My favourite what net force or anything that was great! But when I was in high school I read the book stones by William bell for class! That being said I wish I read it on my own accord as I would have enjoyed it! Though I think I did, one reason was that fact that was I was learning to write for the first time for fun! So I absorbed some of William bells writings into my writing! That being said I started to write last year, a book called the belly dancer! This was about the ghost of my birth mother haunting me but I never like that woman for the simple fact that the she tried to kill me slowly! So I villainize her at every opportunity.
Personally my mother was forced to have me and left me for dead when I did not turn out to be a boy! She was also “mentally disturbed,” though you need a working brain to be mentally anything. She did not know how to use her brain!
In the snow there is a coyote sitting there, looking
At me as I come out of my place of employment
As I look it him,
He turns into dog,
Then he shape shifts into a wolf
And then a human being
As the human smiles and shows his teeth.
They look like a megalodon's teeth,
Sharp and thin
As he lunged at me
A I see that he turns back to a coyote
His shadow now, shape-sifting with each
Bump and snow ball
I am terrified
And I am frightened for this
Is a cryptid
A mystery monster
That nearly attacked me,
Submitted for approval of the midnight society
This is the tale of the coyote
I wrote this poem the other day! Hope you like it!
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