Monday, October 20, 2025

Monday October 20, 2025 late PM

There is one show that I love other then cobra kai, and it is riverdale!  That being said I find the suspense is killing me!  Though I love cobra kai that being said I enjoy the drama of riverdale at least there is. It twirlie brat there!  Particularly I am talking about John kreese, I hate this character as it makes other humans think that people with ptsd have psychopathy and what have you and use samurai swords to cope with other people.  That being said there are two types of people in the mentally world, swirlies (people who want help and better themselves) and twirlies (people who are psychopathic and sociopathic and see nothing wrong with their behaviour.). You can guess that I am swirlie as I ask for help for everything but chores, that is where I get stubborn.    That being said it is good to be swirlie, and not twirlie!  I think there is only two types, the people who want to get help, and the other who see nothing wrong with what they are doing: fucking up society!  That being said I also love cobra kai, Ginnie &Georgia and riverdale!  Though I never thought to watch riverdale.  Personally I I like the drama of the riverdale show, it is based on the Archie comics but not as funny, it is still pretty good.   I personally like it.  I was going to read a riverdale book but I never got around to it and gave it away!   At least there is  emotions other then anger with this new show i am watching.  

One thing I loved despite the bullying was high school!  That being  said I loved learning and learning what I wanted to learn!  I did not like the politics of high school - the who was cooler than who but it was a good time to learn about stuff.   There was one thing I did not like about high school, and it was the religion and world religion class.  Let’s say the kids were little shits in that class and the teacher would take it out on me!  This kind of triggered a first depression that I write about.  Particularly the teacher would start to deprive us of lunch…..which stressed me out royally!  I am not a violent person but violence was my first fantasy about this teacher!  Then I when I got face book , I found this bullshit teacher was a  far right-winged jerkess!  That does not help her situation especially when I got my DNA test done and found that I was like 20% white.  No reason she attacked me emotionally in high school.  Though there was more to my depression than just an asshole teacher, there was more to unresolved PTSD.  Something I did not know I had until the tail end of the depression and also read a book about PTSD.  That being said I still blame the teacher for kicking off the depression that ultimately got me the help I needed!  Personally I don’t like people who are fanatical in any direction but that teacher loved to torture me, I remember her…..ms. Baker!  Ms. Bitch more like it!   That was the only thing I did not like about high school.

But most of my shows i watch are taking place in a high school.  That being said I must be because I want to relieve the glory days for the most part!  As I see that elementary school was hell and high school, heaven.  I will mention elementary school later,  but let’s say that I got bullied severely in there.  So bad that I wanted to get a job instead of school, and I hit into a load of shit!  Which is funny because the bullies should have been getting in to shit for what they did.  Now I will not say what job I wanted to do in grade eight but it appealed more too me than to be jerked around by two nonsenses girls.  They will not be mentioned either out of what ever respect I have for them.  

Personally I try to respect people no matter what. So that is why I could not tell you the names of the girl, all I could say is that they should have been my friends.  But they made me look like a complete idiots and in high school one of them bullied a girl off the computer for some nonsense thing, that girl was my high school bestie and she had a disability.  I saw that I telling my mother about this confrontation about the computer…..my mom’s sense of justice came into play. “You would loss you PS2 if I ever catch you bullying someone off the computer.”


What I said, “thank god!”  Personally I loved my mother for that reason she would stand up for the under dog if it meant her life!   Though I can’t say that one of these girls is mocking the autistic community….and if I see them again they will hear from me. No one makes fun of disabilities and gets way with it.  Well, well I better stop here or I will be writing about this all night!  And I don’t want that not on something as shits as them.

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