Personally I had the strangest dinner this evening it was supposed to be pulled pork though It looked like bark form a tree! That being said I wanted threw up at that….it was not the best, it also felt like bark!
That being said I don’t want to talk about this! I am still green at the gills from it.
I am not a beaver 🦫! Though I started to want to though this out when some one mentioned a hard part in their sand which! I found that not so good though I have had pulled pork and it was great most of the time, there was an off chance that this would happen. And it did! It was fucking tough and chewy! Too things I hated for the most part! What the hell and the cold slaw was not great, I don’t know why I am even talking about this! But it did happen so I was mentioned on the blog! That being said I had a good day today and thought that the day was going well! That being said I might have an onslaught of letters on slowly tomorrow that being said I also updated my profile on there as well! I needed to be more honest with people. That being said I was not honest about the food tonight, I said thank you and tried it but it did not pain out when I heard the words this is hard! That being I told a white lie, I just hope that fire doesn’t consume me and beam me to hell! I have to learn that not everything is a courtroom, something I see. The inside many times!
That was one thing that I hate doing is even telling a white lie! It drives me insane to tell the slightest of dishonesty! That being said I had to be polite - god I hope I don’t go to hell for this lie.
That being there is a man in the house that promotes lying for the most part and I can’t bring my self to say the different thing from what I sense in life! It is part of my neurospicy self and I feel unclean about this but I did not want to cause shit either. Personally I don’t like lying it is a sin in my books! Again my religion is shamanism but still I don’t like lying, also I wanted my snack so I had to be like normal people. That being said I used to get in more shit for passing a polygraph as I would say what they hell was on my mind and get in my trouble for insulting someone. This words, you should’ve not said that really drives me insane and drives me to tell white lies! But I had to go to the extreme of my morals! That being said I started to relax though I am certain I will be damned for all eternity in some ways for telling that white lies! I was actused of telling a lie in school and the feeling was horrible like I hurt someone and killed them. It was worst feeling! Awful feeling.
I never thought I would tell a white lie though the idea of not getting in shit was comforting I still don’t like lying about the smallest thing. But fact was that I was not that hungry for dinner. And I started to want to do other things in the first place.
Honestly I was caught off guard with dinner and I did not want to eat at that time. Personally I found that it was not the food that was at issue but the desire for it. I did taste good despite feeling like bark! Though I personally would not eat that again, it was nit bad! I should really watch my harsh language but I did not want dinner as I had a big thing of ice cream, stupid me!
The ice cream was great it was do, Dairy Queen, strawberry cheese cake blizzard! What a fucking good treat, though it killed my appetite for supper. Though I was able to ge my stuff at the recycling centre though it was closed because of the reduced hours for the winter! This I got to say….kiss my ass winter. This is why I have flowers on my blog as I am not a big fan of winter!
Perosnallly winter is pretty but that is where it ends if you ask me! I don’t like anything cold but for ice cream and a nice drink (nonalcoholic)! That white shit (snow,actual snow is not great for the mind unless you’re a gamer!) drive me insane! As I see it I say what they say on game of thrones -winter is coming! That being said I still don’t know why that tv show was sooo damn popular!
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