I actually slept for the second time this month…..as I said I have a very hard time to sleep at this month as I find that I am very sensitive spiritually and psychically to. I know that sounds like a load of shit but it is true for the most part. I find that sleeping at this time of year until November first I find an issue with. I can never fall or stay asleep for the most part as I feel to much energy and I am not talking about hyper activity energy….that I would need an energy drink for or just something exciting to happen in the first place that being I just feel weird at this time of year. It could be the spirits and the fact that I am sensitive to the energy around as the veil thins!
I don’t know, but this is the one time of year I swear to good I have DID, that being I am not that really my self until the veil thins and thickens again. I know quiet a few people who think this is mental illness but it is nit there evidence of the other side in science. Though I have one foot inn this world and the one in the next at all times. Remember that ghost dog I saw of my family pet so long ago, that was before science was able to prove the existence of the other side. That being said I find that my parents though I was talking silly…..a fucking word that I think she be in the swear word category. I personally did not like being told to stop talking silly which was annoying. That being I had to keep a lot to myself until people started coming forward about their experiences of the other side, it did not feel good let’s put it that way.
Though there are people still who are close minded about everything in life and beyond which drives me insane. I personally can’t help at this time of year but to see the spirit of my mother at the corner of my eye. That being I saw her at the corner of my eye after this spooky season is done. That is just unusually but this I can say…..I ain’t crazy’s I know what I see and don’t see. That being if I see it for the first time and know it was real…lit has to be not bullshit! But I find that actually I could not sleep on this time of year. I just was able to sense things but it I could not deny what is real and what ain’t.
Though some people think that hat happened in life influenced my thinking that being said that is bullshit right there. I am not twirl, I swirl! I don’t let that this disturb me. It was a fact of life I just believe in ghosts ….nothing else nothing more. I don’t think that the fact of the matter I would be crazy because of what happened to me….that being said you have to think you are crazy in order for other ps to think the same.
There was one time I thought I was crazy and that was in high school, because of my depression, but I don’t feel it as much anymore as I did then…..i am healing for the first time.
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