One my second trip to Cuba in the second grade when my parents when on vacation I was able to show how freakishly intelligent I am! Well it did not start out that way.......
"In a few days," my mom would say...." We have to go back to home!"
"No!!!" I screamed in the resort restaurant! And broke down crying.
So my mom thought that I nice night walk on the beach would help calm my nerves! Well t did! I went to the dark edge of the water and saw the Big Dipper, the in my 8 year old mind I saw the Little Dipper with the Polaris! I utters the words that would seal my fate in a good way.....
"There's the Big and Little Dippers, at the end of the Little Dipper there is the North Star and I that would Florida the states.....and soon we will be in Canada!"
The next morning my father looked at the map, and almost had his second stroke .....sort of speak. He went to tell my mom about the revelation I made and that his brain was rattled! I seem to have stumbled a 50 year old with his own knowledge and some thing from school because I was P.O.ed and trying to calm my safe down with happy knowledge.....kind of funny! As i went went to the airport the next day with my parents we were flying royal aviation at the time! And I even when in the cockpit for a visit....giving the pilot the the same Big Dipper talk! If he wasn't point North he sure was then! I was actually applauded for my knowledge in the cockpit!
Thanks to astronomy I thought that maybe one day that I would be in the airline industry- but since the last 20 some years of global political climate I ended up thing that pilot was a good idea.......theat maybe a ramp agent or a TSA / CATSA employee would suffice.
Then my PTSD.....so I thought of being just CATSA/TSA instead! If you were to get me near the airport I am a happy person and my problems melt away! When I get angry I think of the airport, imagining it and the a smile creeps over my face! The same thing with the Big Dipper. To me the constellations are the proof of some artistic ability to create such beauty and wonder and detail.....I am sure this deity is a female as people who are female or biological female (non binary) are got at seeing detail in things!
I wanted one time to create my own mythology based on that constellation the Big Dipper! But one thing ..... I did not have the writing abilities at the time! By meaning publishing abilities.
That was going to have to be one the back burner!
But I am stubborn as all hell! Even my artwork because of that walk on the beach has also shaped my creativity! I love drawing the Big Dipper....sometime I am spot on sometime I am not! But I am always learning and knowing! That is the beauty and meaning of life I think. That once we stop learning that our souls go to the spirit world and live there! (In other words when your souls leave this plane)
I think of life as one flight and when you reach the next spirit realm that you are making your connecting flight! It then when you want to be reincarnated that you make another connecting flight! Basically life is an airport to be honest with you!
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