Well I got out but not in the forest. I went for a drive that being said I found this quite amusing as I went on one drive and went to my group! That being said I found that very interesting. I love the colours of this time of year, also the Halloween does not stop there. Personally I think the veil thins only twice, but Halloween is a set of mind. That being said I found that Halloween is in all who know how to celebrate life! I started to trick or treat at age 3, I never really stopped. That being said I think that age is just a number and that it is! I never acted my age once but only in a good way. People are so stressed about the way the world is good, but I think there is a time and place for everything. I rather not worry about the fact that something stupid happened! As the worst has already happened which was being born in a war zone, being bullied and then some stupid shit that my brother did that was awful, the only way is up. If you want to know my brother is a chicken-hawk! That is it and all. Personally I know that was a term. And insult, that I know and what ever it is he fits it to a bill! The memories are still fresh about what he did! I will not say what he did, but it was horrid…..
I don’t want to use that word again, but that was what he is. Or was I don’t know if he is alive nor do I care…..yeah that bad. As I see that not all men are stupid but some can be that way, let’s put it that way. I was going on a drive it was nice to see the autumnal colours. That being said think about if it were like this all year around, I would be happy. Personally I love this time of her above all other times of the year! Summer is too hot, spring to colds and fuck winter! Though it is pretty with the snow. I still don’t like the cold weather. And guess where we are headed, winter! But fall seems like it is just right! Personally I don’t know if I should continue writing fiction, that well started to dry up when I broke my fucking phone. What the hell happened was I ended up on the dark web through something so innocent and I got freaked out by it. I did not even use a tor browser which is the worse part of it. If I down loaded the tor I would have seen this shit coming but it would still be life altering scary! I was trying to publish a website and it when to the fucking dark web. Not good, so I have to learn what I did, and not do it again….the same thing with my other iPad as well, it was the fucking dark web, now I make sure to word things properly before looking it up, also it out help to stay in your own lane. Stick to what you know, because the consequences are that you will be traumatized if you don’t. Personally I just word things properly or I just don’t go on if I am not sure.
Also, I started to read a book on ADHD, that being said it was before dinner and then i had chicken parm! Which was great meal, I have had it before it this was out of this world. Usually it is good to excellent but this was just downright delectable! Then I went to do the garbage, it was not as fun to be honest as you think…..it smells like shit so I wear gloves. But I am hoping tomorrow would be a good day that being said I am sipping on a milk! I love milk do you! I find it helps me sleep at night. As I drink it, it also reminds me of the good times in my childhood not the bad.
I usually drink chocolate milk, but started to drink white milk and enjoyed it! That being said I wish to go to the forest for the afternoon tomorrow! That being said I don’t go at night, any where as this is a dangerous- there are creepy pastas, weirdos, out there who want to complicate life, the only time got out at night is Halloween, or for a drive. As I woman I can see that the world is a dangerous place for the most part, it doesn’t matter if you live in a first world country or not, woman don’t belong out at night alone with out help. The same with children, to many fucking nutcases!
Personally I remember when I was able to play past dark and not have anything bad happen to you! Or go for a walk at night and same thing but now not so much! I love the fun of being out late and having fun and playing with friends, but it is not that way anymore! I loved going out to play in the street lights with my niece and nephew, we were the same age, and go on adventures. There is something magical about the night. Then one girl disappeared in September of 2003 and it scared me, other kids, as well as the parents. I never really go out pst dinner time unless it is Halloween, if I need to or if the place was on fire! That is it……
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