All our times have come
Here, but now they're goneSeasons don't fear the ReaperNor do the wind, the sun, or the rain
Come on, baby(Don't fear the Reaper) Baby, take my hand(Don't fear the Reaper) We'll be able to fly(Don't fear the Reaper) Baby, I'm your manLa, la, la, la, laLa, la, la, la, la
Valentine is doneHere, but now they're goneRomeo and JulietAre together in eternity (Romeo and Juliet)40, 000 men and women everyday (like Romeo and Juliet)40, 000 men and women everyday (redefine happiness)Another 40, 000 coming everyday
Come on, baby(Don't fear the Reaper) Baby, take my hand(Don't fear the Reaper) We'll be able to fly(Don't fear the Reaper) Baby, I'm your manLa, la, la, la, laLa, la, la, la, la
Love of two is oneHere, but now they're goneCame the last night of sadnessAnd it was clear she couldn't go onAnd the door was open and the wind appearedThe candles blew and then disappearedThe curtains flew and then he appeared
Come on, baby(And she had no fear) And she ran to him(Then they started to fly) They looked backward and said goodbye(She had become like they are) She had taken his hand(She had become like they are) Come on, baby(Don't fear the Reaper)
This song I had heard on the first day if the second year of grade 12, I had to take grade 12 in two parts…..because of my stress levels were chronic according to my parents who did not really understand me, nor took the time to do so! That being said I had more if the course work then the other kids which was not too bad! But the first day on September of 2007 I heard this song for a class project! I enjoy the music so much I had my mother down load the song from the internet! It was that good! When I heard it again, I needed to listen to it again and again! Though my stress levels would have been fine if my friends were chosen by me, and only by me! But that is beyond the point I will get into that later. I foud the song was a good escape and did you know the song was quoted in Stephen King’s the stand. One of the books I read when I was four years old. It was that good of a song! I did not know that it was that good song when I heard it in school. I just knew it was catchy lyrics and tune. Also my dim witted parents never allowed me to take music so for the longest time I started to just listen to the dang stuff.
That being said I love my parents out they were light years behind me and they were jealous for the most part. As I saw that I could not partake in music until I was in my thirties which was a real bitch move on their part. I never thought that there would started to be a pain in my ass! But they thought my stress level would be too much….bullshit. But I am departing for the song the song was very good it was a class for the most part and a good stargazing song for me. Though it would be up there with ox-eye by jeniferever. I discovered them on 2009, when thing I was going to the library a lot and foud a CD with the northern constellations on the cover, it was starting to prick my interest in the band, jeniferever. It turned out that the band would start to influence me both mood wise and then getting me into music more and more. That was until my brother John was giving me a guitar for Christmas. Like I said I never really wrote my own songs until after I went to the blues fest. Soon I wanted to write my own songs instead if booping free style! Personally that going to blues fest was a great idea, especially going to see papa roach! 🪳. That being said I foud that the singer Jacoby shaddix was a great influence with song writing! I wanted to find that I would start writing the darn things when I broke my own phone. Now with the phone i started to accidentally access the dark web when I was searching for something that was nit a dot. Onion site and got well this scary shit! That being said there was a lot of shock sites and they were just fucking frightening! That being said you really should be careful with what you search online because it will literally take you to a red room or some other ugly piece of shit! I unfortunately got a red room and got more then frustrated…..it was down right traumatic so I had to break my phone if it would have been bad dreams all around for another 30 some odd years.
I just started to over come PTSD I did not need another dose of it. Personally I found that I had to break my phone to get away from the horrid pictures and video streams of god awful things happening to people. I had heard about the red room when doing a YouTube based on creepy pasta topics while doing my make up. I was like a Halloween Bailey Sarian who talked about all thing ps Creepypasta and horror! To be honest the Creepypasta obsession was because if the fac that I saw sirenhead with my own two eyes and did not have an iPad or phone with me at the time. Personally I used to take my phone out for camera purposes after that. But only saw the sirenhead only once more nearly port elmsly!
When I saw it I was on my way to pick up a friend from his home! That being said I live in a group home because of lived trauma that I had experienced in my life. Let’s say that I have heard, said it all and been there and done that for the most part….i have been around the block too many times. I won’t say what happened with me because it would be to disturbing for the most part, one less disturbing thing was when I was born in a war zone about 36 years ago, then it just went down hill.
I personally become an advocate for people with mental illness, for one we are humans nit fucking Halloween decorations. Though Hollywood thinks that we are, which is annoying.
I still love Halloween, it is my favourite day of the year, other than my birthday! Though without the annoying balloons. I don’t like balloons for the most part for the remind if the war zone that I was born in! That being said I wiped out more in the balloons for the most part, emotionally. I tried to stop my fear of balloons cold turkey and it did not work!
I will stop you there. Good to go to bed! See you tomorrow!!!!
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