The first time I kicked my father in the hohos (balls) was also a fully bully night to! That being said he was get irate snd he started to push me for the first and last time! Let’s say you never touch a woman that being said it is more danger when the woman was super moon sensitive! I was supposed to do something for my father, did not want to, he got really worked up and he pushed me! So I kicked him! It was one of the most shameful displays of human behaviour other than this November with the beaver moon this week that made me border line abusive. This on the other hand was a perfectly good reaction from a woman being pushed around physically by a guy even if it was their father! This being said I had to clarify to my mother that it was in self defence and I had to basically kick my father in the basketballs! I don’t know very much about make anatomy but I would not bei surprised if they were the size of basketballs that week! That being said never ever lay a hand on a woman, it will not end well! That was when I decided to not or try not to react violently -first and last time that is outside of the school yard. It was more then annoying to see your father in a borderline abusive attack me! That being when my brother m Bryan also attacked me , I was not putting another human life on the line again….ket me be clear if I hit someone I am strong enough to kill them.
That being, I just discovered that I was able to pull my bed out nearly across the bed room, it is 400 pounds and I am 122 pounds. This why I don’t get violent as I also am too damn strong! Though I am more of a reactive pacifist because sometime I have to put my foot down, that being said I don’t like getting angry because it will lead to violence! And that ought to get me in enough shit for a few rebirths! How do I know, because I was walking down the hall i school and I was told to go to hell, retard by some one as awful as that word! That was when with a punch I saw him unconscious snd barely breathing! He was in a coma for 3 weeks! I got into that much shit for it that I landed my self on the know fly list for a goddamn punch to the face!
So you can see why I hate, hate violence because I was 90 lbs at both this time, and I am 122lbs I down want this kid if power of life and death because the person hurting me is an asshole! When I was 90lbs I did not know my own strength until it was too late that kid nearly died snd I also was sent it a shit place on earth! Also life is to short to be pissed of all your life, it just is worth it! I know that I use this quote and a lot because from of my favourite movie (American history x). I just wish they woudl stop being so frustrated as this affects me! This is my first negative memori that I out on blog, because I have had really intense emotions during a life time! I would nit hav it either way! Because of emotions we are separated from the read of animal kingdom!
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