Well this is the beginning if the fucking end, the fire place was turned on though I love this colour that being said I don’t like winter! I only like the pretty of the snow, and the early show times (stargazing), but that is it, nothing more nothing less! As I see the fire place it is both beautiful and annoying! Like they say in game of thrones: “winter is coming:p”. But I went to my one of my last times going to dragon moon, the last trip well be the Saturday as it will be too cold for my ass! Personally I brought too many books going there. The reason is my scoliosis and some injuries I sustained as a baby! That being I brought a way to many books to dragon moon and then tweaked by fucking back! It was my usual two bags of books and then on the way back I went to the library to look at their donations and got some for my self!
That being said I got a book for my friend, and some books for my self! He got from me Guinness world records book 2002, and I got some gardening books and a book on spooky stuff called mysterious Canada! Though I want to read the book about the haunted Canada as I started to look at the strange dark and mysterious. Sounding like ballen right now but that is true. I do like my strange dark and mysterious for the most part. I personally love the spooky and weird stuff since I could remember! I have been reading since I could remember, that being said I love horror! I read the stand by Stephen King when I was four years old- though many people think that I should’ve read something more age appropriate….but this is the thing IQs are not always age appropriate especially when you are a gifted person. That being said I started at a young age! Then I started to read goose bumps when I was in school and also watched the goose bumps and are you afraid of the dark as a kid. I also watched mummies alive! the tv show. Needless to say that I would have a healthy diet of horror under age 16 and over.
For you that don't know the stand it is like the Covid pandemic with mythical imaginings too as well! It is a fantastic book! Though I wish to read it again, I have read this many more time over the course of my young life! It is a wonderful book if you can stomach the king of literature, Stephen king! It was not until I was sixteen when I started to read romance novels under the guidance of my grandmother, my mom’s mom. She was crazy into Danielle steel! I was branching out to Anaïs Nin and more erotic stuff from there after the granny Dan book even though my mother would not let me read erotica until I was in my 20s which was annoying. That being said I love to write about romance or horror!
As I grew up I love also horror movies and slashers! Though being said the best one to watch if your a gore fan is the wizard of gore….definitely not for the faint of heart as I nearly passed out a couple times during that move. Though I have saw and nothing happen except for me falling comfortably sleep. Which is strange to be honest with you! Personally I love horror but I don’t like violence for the most part in real life! The same with suffering as this is not good in real life, it is horrid! I don’t get people who love sadism and shit like that, too me sadism is beyond horror and Creepypasta…..it is sickening!
But I think that people who participate in sadism should be locked away never to see the light! I don’t take pleasure in the harming of other people….disgusting to be honest with you! Also, speaking of game of thrones I find it to be torture crap on steroids. I don’t like the idea of little baby’s being fed to cryptids and gory torture that was taking place on that show! Apparently according to the news lots of people who were fans of the show got PTSD from the shitty ending that was the finale of the show - how pointless is that a show that could give any normal or sane person PTSD gave these psychopaths PTSD. (If that makes any sense) How fucking sad.
I got my ptsd and trauma from the classical sources war, mistreatment and bullshit, not from my favourite tv show ending….,but that is me! Personally the idea of game of thrones was something lie shock sites do and I don’t agree with it being on the air or anywhere where impressionable humans can find it!
Though some if you would agree with my darn horror movies at least you know it is fucking fake for the most part and all in good fun. Horror = healthy scares and anything else is toxic stress/trauma! That being said I dealt with too much toxic stress for my self! Personally I would take the horror and leave the trauma behind.
Also speaking of trauma, I was walking into the house when ten balloons started to pop on their own, one after the other! And I started to not freak out, one of my friends was having a birthday and was popping balloons and I did not have a freak out! Though some people were ready to advocate for me I had to tell them that it was a ok! Also I found another milky quartz! Interesting. Right were I found the other one the one the other week. Strange much!
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